Not being able to play Poker on Deck was like not being able to tie your shoes at the age of eight. It was the real reason why Sandy didn't want anyone to know. Things like that slip, because it's not supposed to be a big deal. Sorcha probably could have challenged with something else.

Whoever told Sorcha that isn't on her mind. It's fact it's chance.

She freezes when she hears the voice, shoulders still in mid sob. She quietly sits up to look at Hadyn, face clearly a mess from crying and tears still streaming. She takes a shaken breath before getting a towel to wipe her face. "Maybe." A hitching breath and a deep breath to keep from sobbing. "I have shitty luck."