It's the 180 more than the actual content that gets her spine snapping up straight. Thinking about her Aunt Rachel dating her biological father was... something she had come to accept, to not feel strange about.

But that mild discomfort to the slightly less mild discomfort of thinking about-- well. Her own potential first boyfriend? Of a man twice her age she absolutely had lost a piece of her heart to in the painful way of a first crush?

She hasn't spluttered much in her life. She's not sure how to do it gracefully.