"Haven't figured out how yet. Can't-- do what I was doin' before."

Particularly not if she wanted to come with him. That was completely out of the picture.

"Besides," and he can't help the sigh. "It's... When I was a kid, you know? I-- wanted t' have a house. Have dogs. Have-- a wife and kids and be-- here. That's been... the whole dream. An' it's-- weird, realizin' that's... maybe not."